Fancy that.

Jealousy.

I’ve become increasingly aware of the fact that a fair amount of my friends are very jealous people in relationships. This is a difficult subject for me to discuss with them as I not only do not share those feelings, but also have a very difficult time understanding them. I know that sometimes it’s hard not to be suspicious of someone because mistakes like that are made and infidelity is something that happens. But I don’t see how constantly preparing yourself to be cheated on is a productive or healthy thing. It will either happen or it won’t. Obsessing over it is helping no one, least of all yourself.

If you’re in a relationship with someone, then you trust them. And if you don’t, then you probably shouldn’t be with them. Simple as that.

That's not necessarily a bad thing.

My mood as of late can best be described as delicate. I’d be lying if I said I felt either happy or sad. Each day it tips in one direction, then the other, but never enough to be noteworthy.

The only thing I feel with absolute certainty, is reverie. That too will change.

Please.

Do you think of me
as often
as I think
of you?

- Richard Brautigan

I'm just a silly girl.